Words of wisdom.....

A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS

Someone will always be prettier.

Someone will always be smarter.

Some of their houses will be bigger.

Some will drive a better car.

Their children will do better in school.

And their husband will fix more things around the house.

So let it go, and love you and your circumstances.

Think about it!

The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.

And the most highly favored Woman on your job may be unable to have children.

And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ Might be lonely.

And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."

So, again, love you.

Love who you are.

Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!"

"Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen."

Be "Blessed" Ladies~~~~~

Blog more.....

Blog more she tells me ......

trouble is ......

my life is mostly boring, mundane, or downright depressing. with golden moments. snippets.

i get up. i live, clean, shop, cook, think. go to bed.

i read blogs. i play scrabble. i read books.

s o m e t i m e s i blog.....


its the THINKING bit that often does me in.


i read a blog today where a very clever lady spoke about how she thought she needed 'balance' in her life. which is what i think i need too (along with peace and money). She has however discovered that it isnt 'balance' per se that she needs, but 'control'.

this set me thinking......

most of my life is 'out of control' which is why i think i need 'balance'.

my kids are 'out of control' lots

my house is always 'out of control'

my time is often 'out of my control'

my emotions are often 'reacting' and so... 'out of control'.

my body is most certainly 'out of control'.


what i need to do is to take back 'control'.

and by this i do not mean 'rigidity', things can still be 'fluid' - but 'controlled'.

i also think i have totally lost 'control' of the ''''''s in this pist.



so what now?????????

where to start.

am feeling overwhelmed a bit by this, and must break down 'control' into manageable pieces - one step at a time.... moment by moment..... day by day.



hmmmmm

going now to think......... where to start.


methinks 'organisation' which is definately 'control' is a Virgo thing..... of which i am most definately not like. HOWEVER I have four planets plus midheaven in Virgo..... i have always known that my mission is to become 'more virgo' - get attuned so-to-speak. Now i think i have a clue as to where to start.......

taa taa for now
take care my friends

sending huge healing to 'Chelles mum...... and 'Chelle..... and her family.... hugs to you

damn public hospital system...... no heart

ha ha... brave cheekin...

Another SoulCollage card....

I love this image, I found it while flipping through a magazine and had to jump up there and then and stick it on a piece of board. VERY happy with this card.


Still waiting for a Source Card image....




Have spent some time to dialogue with a couple of my cards, including this one. The process is definately easier the more times you do it - I suppose i have been putting it off a little, it is a bit confronting at times i have found.

Kathleen, I have been struggling to fill in the "How will I remember?" section. I cant remember what I am supposed to put there.

Looking totally forward to coming along to the group next month and showing off my new cards. I am very pleased and in love with the whole thing, it speaks to so many aspects of me and makes so much sense, not all of which can be adequately put into words. EVERYONE should be doing this.

Monday...

9 more sleeps til the boy goes back to school.... 10 more for the girls, for some unknown reason, the high school staff seem to think they need an extra day off. Oh well, I can still count them on my hands.

still drinking dusty shakes for breakfast and most lunches. am feeling more energetic and hopeful for the future. sick to death of being a fat chick and love the latest fashions that just dont look the same if you are not thin..... i have time....

kira cleaned her room last night, it has been an ongoing battle with her. I actually forgot what colour her carpet was! Here is how i did it, her birthday is coming up in March and I told her that I was going to clean her rooom for her..... she looked smug til i told her that i would be charging her $15 per hour and that total fee would come off the total of her birthday money.... hee hee, within a couple of hours i could hear her cleaning up.... VICTORY IS MINE!!!!! its probably poor form to gloat, but hey, whatever works.

its amazing how low a person will stoop when driven.... now just to get her to keep it that way. I am a very bad housekeeper and let things build up on me too, so i am not a good example for her...

having said that, i might go now and clean up my own room, joy, fun, yay. Not.

enjoy your day
xoxo