I dont like mondays....

Well, monday evenings to be precise.....

monday evenings the girls both have dance lessons, so not only do i have to make four trips into wallsend, but i have to put up with them afterwards. The eldest isnt too bad, she just disappears into her room, its the middle treasure that comes home tired and snappy, she just came ou t and screeched at me that she hates us and this house because it is so boring and there isnt anything to do. .....

joy

then i saved her life - i didnt follow her into her room and smother her with a pillow...

sorry... evil i know....

roll on bedtime.



and i broke the news today at canteen - swapped my day. so now i am free to go to arty farty class. you are going to let me go arent you 'chell? one good thing about the swap is that i get to free myself from a woman that i have been rostered on with for about 4 years spanning two schools. she is driving me nuts!! in a non judgemental way of course. ahhhhh no more..... its all good.

am looking forward to a wonderful day of peace tomorrow. wish i could sleep in.


might go and put on a movie. I have been having a real oldie but goodie time lately. i borrowed 'Priscilla, Queen of the Desert' last week - what a scream. i LOVE that movie. god guy pierce is HOT. even if he is wearing a frock. today i borrowed 'the castle'. i havent seen either of them for donkeys years. looking forward to a mindless giggle. hmmm, might go 'muriels wedding' next.


tomorrow i intend to paint or draw or something.

will definitely do something crafty. i found a blog called 'french toast girl', she is putting out a challenge to everyone to do something creative every day in may. i might have a go at it i think.

mustnt forget to re-create 'chell's eyes and put on the desktops of my girls computers... heeheehee. good one 'chell.

looking forward to Wednesday morning

totally, totally sick of being fat, unfit, unhealthy...... would even go as far as to say 'ashamed to be me'. want to give up the fags too ('cept guy pierce of course *sigh*). need to start looking after my temple. right now its only fit to be bulldozed and the land reused to build a cheap block of flats. tragedy.

well thats enough whining for one night

will post a pickie of whatever i end up doing tomorrow

xoxo

a miracle...

Well here i am trying to think of something to pist.


my life is boring...

We went to my mums this afternoon to replace two fluorescent light fittings in her house, joy...

managed to offend my brother (pft, how hard was it) because he thinks we have the shits with him because we didnt ring him and ask him to come and help. WTF?? Truth being, if we had of rang him to come, he would have got the shits because we asked him.... damned if we do, damned if we dont.... rather do without the whinging in my face and let him blow his steam where i cant see him.....

ahhhh.... you can choose your friends......... you know the rest.


oh yes the miracle....

hang on - gotta go and read a kid a bedtime story....

back again.. nearly fell asleep myself, my eyes are hanging out of my head - not a good look i assure you.

the miracle - has been on my mind a lot today.

did you notice the flower at the top of this post. It is a Hong Kong Orchid. I have two of these trees in my garden. They are about 40 metres apart. they are not flowering now. i watch them because they are the most exquisite flower i have seen so i know when they are flowering. the picture doesn't really do it justice, should have searched longer for a better picture but am too tired..... on with the story!

i came home the other day and found a single flower, right in the middle of the path to my door, about halfway between the trees. How did it get there. they are not flowering. i checked. i also checked the web to find out when exactly it flowers and it flowers from november til march. it is the end of april. and how did it get there - i cant imagine what direction the wind would have been blowing to blow one there had they even been flowering. yet here it was, fresh as ever. just sitting there. in my path.

its a miracle. a gift. why......? i don't know. have been pondering this muchly today.

a gift.

i am blessed

i am going to bed now as i am totally stuffed and i have to do canteen tomorrow (joy of joys). am going to break the news to the lovely canteen supervisor that i cannot do mondays anymore because i am going to be going to arty farty classes. assuming that 'chell doesnt bar me.

well some more deep and meaningfuls have been flooding my mind and i have to go and think. some things are falling into place methinks. good.

nighty night
xoxo

Beautiful ......

This is a very beautiful clip.....


http://www.lightmovie.com/


and yes anchell, will pist properly later... sorry, am a crap blogger!!

The latest from Edgar J Winter..... interesting

MAY

May is universally a FIVE month of change and a full month of change it will be. Also, with Jupiter square Uranus winds of change, May provides the second turning point of 2007. Also May contain two Full Moons, which then changes the order of the New and Full Moons for the next months. Every 18 months, we experience this type of change and the shift of our life at these times is very noticeable. So there are several elements of change that are hitting this month at the same time, which will make the month of May into a mammoth month of change. The FIVE element of numerology gives the month of May the feel that we must step off the dock of security and go into our new directions that are calling to us. We have to experience the decision choices that are aligned with our inner sense of self and our inner blueprint. The ability to be in touch with the direction of these choices makes the changes and transitions easier to deal with and will move us along our path very naturally. The Full Moon on May 2nd is in the Taurus/Scorpio sectors dealing with our inner and outer value system. This prompts changes in our outer life according to the inner values we have and live.
The alignment or dis-alignment will begin to make their choices visible with the changes in the outside world. Many with the dis-alignment will move into directions that are not wanted, yet have been inwardly chosen by the values of ethics and motives already chosen. The New Moon occurs at 25 Taurus on the 16th, which opens the door to the new value system that will be moved into place. We must let go of the dock of security to align the outer world according to what is chosen inwardly. This sets a new pace for us all according to our values. On May 31st, the Blue Moon (second Full Moon in one month) occurs at 10 Gemini and 10 Sagittarius, emphasizing the Sagittarius philosophy and the alignment of our inner beliefs and our outer actions. This provides the second heightened awareness that allows us to choose the point on our horizon according to our inner alignment. Jupiter being close by as the Blue Moon in Sagittarius sets our direction, Jupiter provides the opportunities for us to move forward according to our rights of passage.

Useless but interesting information....

At three minutes and four seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of June this year, the time and date will be

02:03:04 05/06/07.

This will never happen again (well not in our lifetimes anyway) !