More soul collage....

Having a lovely time here...





Inner child




I absolutely love this one.. it is a doorway, cant wait to dialogue with it and see what comes up.

Kids being awful today, back to normal.

going to see if i can do more collage... still got one half done card happening.

No 'chelle, im not dead....

although sometimes i wish i was.

i hate school holidays, have i mentioned that already?? well i do.

i shouldnt complain too much, they have been quite good today, and i had a chance to do some soul collage.... I havent dialogued any of them yet, but here they are....

This one evolved into Teenage girls... the 'bane' of my existence at the moment, kinda apt i suppose...

This started off as 'health' and ended up being all fruit and vegies.... which arent my favourite foods unfortunately.... hmmmm again..

I think 'meditate'.... maybe, and i dont do enough of this either, looking at it now, i dont think it is finished.

so, all in all it has probably been the most peaceful day of the holidays so far.

Had a great few days prior too - (gee, my starting sentences dont make much sense now do they) my soul sister came up from cowra to visit for a few days - muchly cool - most of our outings involved someone getting a hole poked in them somewhere, not really but there were lots of piercings done. Airlie had her tongue pierced, i had none and cindy had three, one tongue, one back of hand and one chest - although that sounds horrific, it actually looks really really good. if i was a braver person, i might consider it myself. Airlie is having a little trouble eating but other then a little bit of blood and a raging hunger she is fine.

We went to the farmers market at the showground on sunday. Stinking hot but was good. I specifically wanted to buy some lemon myrtle soap and see Monica the crystal lady. Neither stall was there (puke) but i bought a plant and some soap from another lady. Had some turkish flatbread thingy with beef spinach and c heese and was most yummy whilst watching the slightly alternate world go past.

Regarding the challenge..... well..... as you probably guessed, i fell off the wagon. I just dont bloody 'do' chew in the morning. So i went and bought myself meal replacing shake thingy yesterday and intend on boring myself stupid with those for breakfast and lunch. with all my food issues, i actually dont mind the flavour of the vanilla one and all its dusty aftertaste. bearable definately and much preferable to chewing. Now if i could just move my huge carcass around in some kind of exercise regularly i would be home and hosed. Am working on it and have done some swimming here and there AND i have done a bit of walking...... hey, rome wasnt built in a day.

Going now to play scrabble. sorry about the bird kristy, wish i could help you but i cant....

cya

xoxo

Day three

Well I'm not dead yet, i suppose thats a good sign.... although....

Breakfast - little slip up meant i didnt eat til almost an hour after i got up, but hey, i swallowed!!

Exercise - none today. I havent felt well. I have had absolutely no energy. I dont know if it has something to do with dragging my chubby body over maryland yesterday, overdoing it a little, for someone who is as out of shape as me (i shouldnt say that, i am a shape, round is a shape eh). I have been dragging my sorry arse around the house all day. I am allowing myself this one day to try and adjust. I will not allow my past self sabotage system to slip into place here.

in other news, I finally got around to defrocking the festy bush and packing it back into cardboard for another 11 months - YAY.

called into coles for milk etc and they are busy stripping the SPF paraphanalia off the shelves and replacing it with 'BACK TO SCHOOL' !!! groan. When that goes they will start on Easter. Friggin commercialism. Hate it. love to shop though, go figure.

going to bed now - still very tired.

Day Two - still on track

Breakfast - YES!! within half an hour of waking - the best i can do, my teeth just dont want to chew when i first wake up.


Exercise - I just got back from a walk for supplies down to Bilo, probably almost two kilometers - made the obligatory half an hour. I am now going to go and get into the pool as i am hot and smelly for sure.

schweeet


Life going on as usual, kids fighting - gotta love the holidays.

Yesterday was monumental in one way. I finally uploaded the book by Shirley Darby that i have been preparing to the publisher. God it was hard letting go of my baby like that. I just hope to god it gets there as it was sent and nothing has moved. It was a big job and am really glad its over. Now Shirley wants me to come down for a chakra balancing and reading... and i want to let her!! sounds just the ticket. And she will pay me when i get there.

Schweeeeet again.

well going for a dip now

take care
Jen
xoxo

Day One

• Breakfast - yes... well, three hours late - it was three hours after i got up that i remembered... its a slow start i know but i eventually got there - will endeavour to make it quicker tomorrow.

• Exercise - hopped into the pool with the kids (my first swim this season, it has to be warm as a bath to get me in) water temp just bearable - swam a few laps, kickboarded a few laps and played cricket with a blow up ball and a water skateboard - heaps of fun for the whole family. Very happy with that.

Tired now - and cranky. As is everyone here. The girls got to bed at about 3am, I went at about 1, Egan about 12.30. Everyone is super sensitive - early nights for everyone tonight, cant wait til tomorrow.

I am really excited about the new year. Want to try to do the tarot layout Lisa explained in her pist today - might go and do it now while they are in the pool and i have five minutes peace.

Lots of love to all my blogging friends

May 2008 be the start of a magickal new cycle for you (and me)

Jen

xoxo