Blog more she tells me ......
trouble is ......
my life is mostly boring, mundane, or downright depressing. with golden moments. snippets.
i get up. i live, clean, shop, cook, think. go to bed.
i read blogs. i play scrabble. i read books.
s o m e t i m e s i blog.....
its the THINKING bit that often does me in.
i read a blog today where a very clever lady spoke about how she thought she needed 'balance' in her life. which is what i think i need too (along with peace and money). She has however discovered that it isnt 'balance' per se that she needs, but 'control'.
this set me thinking......
most of my life is 'out of control' which is why i think i need 'balance'.
my kids are 'out of control' lots
my house is always 'out of control'
my time is often 'out of my control'
my emotions are often 'reacting' and so... 'out of control'.
my body is most certainly 'out of control'.
what i need to do is to take back 'control'.
and by this i do not mean 'rigidity', things can still be 'fluid' - but 'controlled'.
i also think i have totally lost 'control' of the ''''''s in this pist.
so what now?????????
where to start.
am feeling overwhelmed a bit by this, and must break down 'control' into manageable pieces - one step at a time.... moment by moment..... day by day.
going now to think......... where to start.
methinks 'organisation' which is definately 'control' is a Virgo thing..... of which i am most definately not like. HOWEVER I have four planets plus midheaven in Virgo..... i have always known that my mission is to become 'more virgo' - get attuned so-to-speak. Now i think i have a clue as to where to start.......
taa taa for now
take care my friends
sending huge healing to 'Chelles mum...... and 'Chelle..... and her family.... hugs to you
damn public hospital system...... no heart