I have had a bit of a shocker today.
It has been insanely busy, with around 700k's being driven by yours truly, between home, cardiff, thornton, wallsend and home again.
in the meantime i found out that the grown son of a woman i work with has been diagnosed with a brain tumour. her husband dropped dead suddenly of the same thing only two years ago. three weeks between husband with no symptoms to burying husband. what a shock. now her eldest son has been diagnosed. hopefully it will be a less agressive kind. i am reeling. this is one of the most incredibly kind and lovley women i have ever had the honour of knowing. Certainly makes me think... and wonder.
husband chooses this evening to challenge me. i answer his questions honestly and forthrightly. now he is shattered. he didnt realise that while he had his head in the sand, i was slowly getting over the whole head in sand thing.
i dont know where we are going withthis
but it will be one way or the other, and soon
going to bed now
(¸.·´Lotsa luv from