Well - here I go again.
I have resisted blogging about this for a while now - thinking that I am a truly defective human bean. Which i probably am, but...still...
I just read the new Energy Alert from Karen Bishop - here it is if you havent read it and would like to LINK
It seems that what we need to deal with now is being MAGNIFIED. for us to deal with. My that explains a lot.
I have been having strange feelings and sensations and thoughts - around others and this has to do with integrity and honesty and respect - mostly.
It also has to do with self esteem, self worth, self value.
It is all that and more - the unexplainable - all rolled into one very confusing big bundle of tangled strings that is incredibly hard to decipher, let alone untangle, let alone explain.
and it is happening more and more often - with more and more intensity
I am confused.
I am hurt.
I am trying to understand.
I am kinda getting it, but just when it seems that my monkey mind has grasped what is required of me, it seems like it is ripped away again.
am down, sad, sigh
I really need to figure this out - and fast. Before I unintentionally offend ABSOLUTELY everybody in my life. I am becoming paranoid. And considering locking myself inside my house til i figure this out.
Dont worry about trying to decipher this.
Just pat me on the head and say 'there there'. that will do.
might go and do my cards
where is Freya when you need her